Post by Aisu Oki on Oct 22, 2010 17:29:33 GMT -5
I'm not sure if this even counts as a Journal entry, but whatever. Here goes nothing. Oh and for the record this is the events at the party, and after I left so abruptly. And for the record. I'm NOT sorry at all, that I punched Allen. He fucking deserved it!.... Although I probably egged him with not responding...
In short. I'm not dissing the Lion's party, but the music was horribly loud, and I had a lousy time, not surprising seeing as what had happened at the party. Which makes me wonder what would of happened if I hadn't gone. Would I have even regret not going? if I knew that was going to happen, I wouldn't have gone, even though I'm my house mates babysitter. Yes I'm their babysitter, and they bloody need one, so it might as well be the guy who hates firewhiskey and can't get drunk off butterbeer.
Speaking of being a babysitter for the other members of my house, that's why I went to the party anyway. To watch over those in my house. Briony because she's a year younger. Emilia because she's too kind and too innocent. Allen because well fuck that guy needs a babysitter.
I guess things went bad when I went to go look for Allen. He found me first, much to my chargin. First it wasn't so bad, as he always flirted with me, which wasn't anything new. Although I did hate how he put his hand on my shoulder without any forewarning. And then when his slipped and traveled down my side and finally rested on my hip, of course I threatened him and strangled his wrist. Since his stupid flirting comments are always truth instead of lie. I blush, although for once I wish he'd lie to me about my looks. I doubt I'd blush then. I was use to it for the most part. But after the flirting came his stupid coy move. He knew I felt uncomfortable with all the touching I had gotten myself into, by going into the crowd, so that was my own fault. Anyways back to his coy move, he told me the that he'd lead me out of the crowd and into a lesser crowded area, but I had to hold his hand in order to that. And so I did just that, just to get away from the crowd and physical contact.
Sure he lead me away from the crowd to a more secluded area, and then he started flirting with me again, and I told him to let go of my hand, and he wouldn't. I even tried to yank my hand free, but he wouldn't let go! And then he pulled me toward him, making me stumble into him, and then he kissed me! Making me shell-shocked with the suddenness of his actions, and again no forewarning! It's only natural I freeze up, and he bloody takes my stillness for an invitation to continue! Then again I was damn shell-shocked, thanks to him not letting go of my hand. Mind you. I told him to let go and even tried to get him to let go, by yanking on my hand, trying to get to release me, but he wouldn't. Then again why did I think he would? He's fucking drunk, there is no way he would listen to me. But that's not even the worst part of it, he not only kissed me but I guess the term would be made out? The one where he stuck his tongue in my mouth and explored it? Ew... Anyway enough about that, because well it's disgusting.
After that happened. I punched him, fled and ran into Rose. I ended up telling her what happened, she lead me to exit and I left the party. I don't know what happened after that, and frankly I don't care. My house members can take care of themselves and watch their own backs. Besides I don't need to be their babysitter all the time...
After I had left, I left without saying anything to the Fat Lady, before I bolted for the stairs. Mind you running down stairs, isn't a smart idea, especially when your blind and can't even think straight. So yes I ended up tripping and falling down the several flights of stairs. Which hurt obviously, I ended up braking my ankle, a few of my fingers, and spraining both my wrists, while trying to stop myself from falling, I also ended up getting several bruises on my feet, hands, stomach, and back. Of course I ended up in the Hospital wing for the night, which gave me little to no time to sort out my conflicting and confusing feelings, emotions and most importantly my thoughts about earlier. I have never been more confused than I am right now. Except maybe during my first year of Hogwarts. That year was very confusing, especially getting around the castle(I still get lost from time to time.). Anyways I wasn't(and still am not) an easily fascinated person(Unless of course I'm in COMC), why get excited about something you cannot see? I never saw the point in that, so I was never one of the normal muggleborn wizards and witches who are prone to getting excited and entranced by magic. I was not, and still am not. Not unless I suddenly find myself with sight instead of the normal blackness I am so use to.
OK enough about that, so yeah that's why I wasn't in the dorm last night, no my more serious injures have been fully healed, but I still have some of the bruises, not that I really care nor are thye very important to worry about or get treated, I mean, I'm been gone the whole night almost, so there isn't much reason to stay in the hospital wing any more then nesscarry, besides I've been sent there a lot in my first year and second year, what am I saying, I've been there a lot my last five years, because of those bloody brooms and flying class. Enough about that though, because I should probably go back to the dorm and give Allen a piece of my mind, because I'm still very pissed off about that kiss and that make out session he did. Even if he was drunk. He had no right to do that. Anyways until next time. I've got to go and confront a certian Drunken Asshole.
In short. I'm not dissing the Lion's party, but the music was horribly loud, and I had a lousy time, not surprising seeing as what had happened at the party. Which makes me wonder what would of happened if I hadn't gone. Would I have even regret not going? if I knew that was going to happen, I wouldn't have gone, even though I'm my house mates babysitter. Yes I'm their babysitter, and they bloody need one, so it might as well be the guy who hates firewhiskey and can't get drunk off butterbeer.
Speaking of being a babysitter for the other members of my house, that's why I went to the party anyway. To watch over those in my house. Briony because she's a year younger. Emilia because she's too kind and too innocent. Allen because well fuck that guy needs a babysitter.
I guess things went bad when I went to go look for Allen. He found me first, much to my chargin. First it wasn't so bad, as he always flirted with me, which wasn't anything new. Although I did hate how he put his hand on my shoulder without any forewarning. And then when his slipped and traveled down my side and finally rested on my hip, of course I threatened him and strangled his wrist. Since his stupid flirting comments are always truth instead of lie. I blush, although for once I wish he'd lie to me about my looks. I doubt I'd blush then. I was use to it for the most part. But after the flirting came his stupid coy move. He knew I felt uncomfortable with all the touching I had gotten myself into, by going into the crowd, so that was my own fault. Anyways back to his coy move, he told me the that he'd lead me out of the crowd and into a lesser crowded area, but I had to hold his hand in order to that. And so I did just that, just to get away from the crowd and physical contact.
Sure he lead me away from the crowd to a more secluded area, and then he started flirting with me again, and I told him to let go of my hand, and he wouldn't. I even tried to yank my hand free, but he wouldn't let go! And then he pulled me toward him, making me stumble into him, and then he kissed me! Making me shell-shocked with the suddenness of his actions, and again no forewarning! It's only natural I freeze up, and he bloody takes my stillness for an invitation to continue! Then again I was damn shell-shocked, thanks to him not letting go of my hand. Mind you. I told him to let go and even tried to get him to let go, by yanking on my hand, trying to get to release me, but he wouldn't. Then again why did I think he would? He's fucking drunk, there is no way he would listen to me. But that's not even the worst part of it, he not only kissed me but I guess the term would be made out? The one where he stuck his tongue in my mouth and explored it? Ew... Anyway enough about that, because well it's disgusting.
After that happened. I punched him, fled and ran into Rose. I ended up telling her what happened, she lead me to exit and I left the party. I don't know what happened after that, and frankly I don't care. My house members can take care of themselves and watch their own backs. Besides I don't need to be their babysitter all the time...
After I had left, I left without saying anything to the Fat Lady, before I bolted for the stairs. Mind you running down stairs, isn't a smart idea, especially when your blind and can't even think straight. So yes I ended up tripping and falling down the several flights of stairs. Which hurt obviously, I ended up braking my ankle, a few of my fingers, and spraining both my wrists, while trying to stop myself from falling, I also ended up getting several bruises on my feet, hands, stomach, and back. Of course I ended up in the Hospital wing for the night, which gave me little to no time to sort out my conflicting and confusing feelings, emotions and most importantly my thoughts about earlier. I have never been more confused than I am right now. Except maybe during my first year of Hogwarts. That year was very confusing, especially getting around the castle(I still get lost from time to time.). Anyways I wasn't(and still am not) an easily fascinated person(Unless of course I'm in COMC), why get excited about something you cannot see? I never saw the point in that, so I was never one of the normal muggleborn wizards and witches who are prone to getting excited and entranced by magic. I was not, and still am not. Not unless I suddenly find myself with sight instead of the normal blackness I am so use to.
OK enough about that, so yeah that's why I wasn't in the dorm last night, no my more serious injures have been fully healed, but I still have some of the bruises, not that I really care nor are thye very important to worry about or get treated, I mean, I'm been gone the whole night almost, so there isn't much reason to stay in the hospital wing any more then nesscarry, besides I've been sent there a lot in my first year and second year, what am I saying, I've been there a lot my last five years, because of those bloody brooms and flying class. Enough about that though, because I should probably go back to the dorm and give Allen a piece of my mind, because I'm still very pissed off about that kiss and that make out session he did. Even if he was drunk. He had no right to do that. Anyways until next time. I've got to go and confront a certian Drunken Asshole.