Post by Ace Salvatore on Oct 18, 2010 15:47:03 GMT -5
Okay, I looked at the title of this thing and realized that it said "Precious Memories"...and I then proceeded to take a black Sharpie to the cover. None of the memories I wrote here are precious....every single one of them includes one of the many nightmares I've had since that night seven years ago when I lost my memories.
Heh...if Mama saw this, she'd be worried about me. She thinks I'm so happy...and I'm more than glad to act it. For her, for Aurelia, for Papa and Mary. They need me to be happy; God knows, nothing else has been happy lately. Not since Damien disappeared. What happened to him, anyway? The more I ask myself this question, the more I wonder if it's not my fault. I always make him so sad....
Hazie sent me a letter the other day; apparently, she's thinking about transferring to Hogwarts. I wish she would. I miss her; she was the first friend I ever made besides Rey, and he barely counts as a human being sometimes. I really do miss him, but he can be so damn irritating...especially with the teasing. I don't even understand half of it, but I can't tell him that. Whenever I do, he gets this look on his face...it's like somebody just ripped out his heart and stomped on it right in front of him. I wonder how he's coping with Damien's disappearance; they were always really close friends. Maybe I should send him a letter.
I don't have the bouts of amnesia like I used to; I only get one or two a week, now, but it's been replaced by something about ten times worse. I can't sleep...the nightmares leave me waking up screaming, so I just don't sleep. I wander around the house for hours until Papa finds me and steers me back to my room. I hope I don't do that at Hogwarts...that might be bad.
Well, I need to stop writing. We're about to arrive at Hogwarts, and the last thing I want is for somebody to noticed what I'm doing and ask me about it...
Sincerely in eternity,
Acrecia
Heh...if Mama saw this, she'd be worried about me. She thinks I'm so happy...and I'm more than glad to act it. For her, for Aurelia, for Papa and Mary. They need me to be happy; God knows, nothing else has been happy lately. Not since Damien disappeared. What happened to him, anyway? The more I ask myself this question, the more I wonder if it's not my fault. I always make him so sad....
Hazie sent me a letter the other day; apparently, she's thinking about transferring to Hogwarts. I wish she would. I miss her; she was the first friend I ever made besides Rey, and he barely counts as a human being sometimes. I really do miss him, but he can be so damn irritating...especially with the teasing. I don't even understand half of it, but I can't tell him that. Whenever I do, he gets this look on his face...it's like somebody just ripped out his heart and stomped on it right in front of him. I wonder how he's coping with Damien's disappearance; they were always really close friends. Maybe I should send him a letter.
I don't have the bouts of amnesia like I used to; I only get one or two a week, now, but it's been replaced by something about ten times worse. I can't sleep...the nightmares leave me waking up screaming, so I just don't sleep. I wander around the house for hours until Papa finds me and steers me back to my room. I hope I don't do that at Hogwarts...that might be bad.
Well, I need to stop writing. We're about to arrive at Hogwarts, and the last thing I want is for somebody to noticed what I'm doing and ask me about it...
Sincerely in eternity,
Acrecia
